Today in realisaztion i have made a small poem to help people understand my sorrow
I Feel like Death
I feel dead on the inside.
I feel like i have lost a passion
that passion would be model trains.
why have i lost a passion?
dont worry it might be temporary,
maybe.
but what i do know is this
sometimes life sucks
sometimes its great,
but in the long run,
you are more neutral or sad,
than happy.
of all the sorrow that ive had,
this one hurts the most
losing a passion for something/someone you love
sucks, and is painful,
as for now i am closing the bottle
in which contains my feelings.
I feel like death....
I have had hobbies and
I have had hobbies and interests in the past that I have lost the "passion" for. It unfortunately does happen to everyone at one point or another.
I have also found that sometimes putting it up on a shelf for awhile will allow it to emerge again even greater than before.
My advise is relax and don't worry. Don't get rid of your things just put them away for awhile. I'm sure it you ask most around here they will tell you that they too lost that passion some time ago only to regain it with even greater power.
Good luck
Eric
Deer Lodge, MT